Saturn Return (Or: A Journal I’ll Immediately Forget About)
A Saturn return is when the planet Saturn returns to the same place in the sky that it occupied at the moment of your…
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Being-toward-death
I cannot comprehend non-existence. This has turned into an anxiety, a dread, which has kept me up every night since I was seven or…
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The Seagull
The seagull sits on the ledge of the building, its wings tucked underneath its body and its beady eye fixed on some unknown point.
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The Day Voodoo Died (Or: $5.99)
I was cleaning my room. The windows were open. I remember clearly that one of the pale blue and white curtains was lifted by…
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A Shaping and Re-Shaping of Self: On Vulnerability, Honesty and I’m Very Into You
There’s an idea that comes up a lot when it comes to writing personal narratives. Everyone wants to know: where’s the line when it…
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Just Watch
Three months ago, I bought a watch. A gold face and a leather-look plastic band with a buckle I had repaired for $13.
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Grim Reaper Walks Into A Bar, Orders Beer And Mop
Look at these two idiots. Ilan and I are sitting on a couch watching an hour and a half YouTube video of comedians getting…
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Eating my Grandmother: An archaeology of Grief
In case death was a sham they tied a string onto a cooling foot and watched or listened as the body curled shifting with…
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L’Incendie
France is a cold, proud place. In winter, the snow is brittle and grimy, white like bone. The people seem equally cold-blooded. They walk…
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